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Created on 2008-03-25 23:54:21 (#15234487), last updated 2009-03-30
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| Name: | desire2bthinforever |
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| Location: | Texas, United States |
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californialove762@hotmail.comI have come a really long way. I have been through SO much in my life, and this really is the last problem that i should have on my plate. Every second of every day that i am awake all i do is think about food and my body. I hate my body... and i always have. I have absolutely NO self control. Sometimes i will do very good with restricting and exercising and then when i start to feel low, i try to make myself feel worse by eating. When i say eating, i dont mean a few crackers... im talking loosing control. I cant stop. I will feel so sick and sad, but i just keep going and going to numb everything. Then, all i want to do is sleep. I know this may sound really messed up, but i cant control it. I will do just fine and actually feel good about myself and not eat all day, but then i just collapse. I end up throwing away all of my hard work. i need to get my life back on track... and most of all, i need some support.
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